Sorry

I do admit when I am wrong. Yesterday i was upset beyond belief... go into that later tho.

But i took it out on some people and Lee was one of them. Ya i should have asked why she left the family group. UGH my own fault there. I am truley sorry Lee.

Ya y'all can say waht you want about me but as I said previously I do admit when i am wrong and apologise when I need to. I thought *stupid me* she left when she found out that Von was living on my land. She left before that :o( I understand why now and Let it be known that she will NEVER EVER not be part of the NUTTERS cus she is the NUTTIEST one of the bunch... worse than me and don't believe her when she says she isn't :oP.

Luv ya chikkie you will always be a member of THE NUTTERS... *mwah*

Sad

You know its sad when 2 people you care about split up. I don't know the whole story about it but i was shocked to hear that Von and Leetah split up. Von and I were friends for a while gawd over a year now and since getting married to Xen I hardly spoke to him. The once in a blue moon IM saying heya or asking how each of us are was as far as it went.

Well I told Xen about this and he was surprised as well and kinda felt bad for the guy. Von and Xen don't talk to each other. I guess it cus Xen never really got along with him... i don't know maybe he doesn't like Von's attitude or how he treats people... never asked. All i know is that Xen felt bad as he didn't have a home anymore and we have spare prim and hardly use it, only when i build and even then we have tons left over. So by Xen's request I invited Von to stay on the beach as we had a Sky home. It was better than an Infohub. Well he accepted and I still hardly see Von but we do talk and Xen has started talking to him a bit.

Well I found out yesterday when perving profiles that Leetah removed herself from all the groups, including The Nutter Family, :o( I was/am upset over this as its over something that I never did. Me offering a freind a place to stay while he is online. I would do this for anyone. I offer all the nutters a place to chill out and come to if they want too. A place to fish and have fun just to IM me so i can shut the orb off. Well i guess what hurts the most is she didn't have the guts to talk to me about why i did it or anything. Just shocking after being friends with a person i am made to choose and i didn't want to.

I am shocked totally at this. anyone that knows me as I said I would offer them a place. If they needed it or not. I guess what i don't like is the fact that she didn't talk to me about this. I will miss the smart ass comments from an Ikkle Nutter I cared about, but I will not ask Von to leave. Yes you both have your hardships by splitting up and you are both dealing with it in your own ways but i will not ask him to leave a place he needs when he comes on line and chill out.

I would suggest next time talk to me, if you are pissed off or upset over something I did.

Leetah I'm sorry if it hurt you by offering him a place to stay but he needed it and I would do it for you if the shoes were on the other foot.

Sorry again.

I guess it should be a compliment

OMG... someone sent me an IM today and decided to share with me a pic, where a person got the same tattoo as me, thank gawd i dont' wear it anymore, needed to get a new skin, thank gawd NO ONE knows the person who makes mine... basically a new look. From the pic i got and deleted after laughing my ass off totally... It seems the person is trying to copy me to take pics and send them to xen. Oh well... you need to get a life. YOUR OWN LIFE!!!!!

Well they say imitation is a form of a compliment, not sure if i want a compliment from you tho.

Safe Sex *giggle*

hehehe Yes SAFE SEX rules.... I got bored so I made some condoms and then made condom earrings LOL...

But i thought i would give Xen one and I put one one and we couldn't stop laughing it was SO FUNNEH!!!!!!!!!!

OMG the stuff we get up to. hahaha its funneh as hell I LOVE IT, even better, i love the fun and trouble we both got up to when we did this.

BABY your great. Love ya

All we need...

All we need is each other, been almost a year married and over a year together. Very surprising when people said we would only last a week or two.

I see friends and ex-friends, getting partnered and de-partnered, its sad. Either its one or both that cheat or make alts and fuck around. Then i look at us. People who said that we would not last and we are stronger than ever.

Xen you have been there for me since day one. You would take me out when i was working and we would go to amusement parks, play tag, shoot each other with water balloons, go to the theme parks, even zoos and you would make me smile each and every day.

People think its weird cus we spend so much time alone and together. I say, what better way to talk about your day, get to know each other or just plain old talk about anything that comes to your mind. You don't need to go to clubs or spend time with everyone, if you have the right person you have your best friend and partner all in one.

I see people saying "Oh i guess i should go spend time with my partner" not me. I will drop everything except work (it does happen that i am at work when he comes on) to spend time with him. There is no guessing. Xen showed me that there is more to SL, the fun and love you can get from one person is what you need.

Yes i have said this before but Xen is the best. The day he asked me to partner with him I was in shock and speechless, then the marriage proposal, that was funny hehehe... I was given the ring and told to put it on LOL. MEN!!!!! He didn't need to get down on one knee, ya i would have liked it but there was no need for it. My best friend is and will always be my partner. NO ONE can end that. He is the greatest man I know and love.

The wedding day was fun too... Friday the 13th... what a perfect day for us LOL not... I was freaking out, thanks to NIKKI who calmed me down a bit and Cy helped, but aurrora seemed to take over the whole set up but eh. Then our officiant didn't show up and then the person who was walking me down the isle didn't show up...OMG i started to freak out. OH well... All that mattered is I had my brother Blaze, sister Nikki, and older sis CY there and of course the man of my dreams, Xen.

It was great, this year we do plan on renewing our vows on the 13th or close to it, as i am moving back to the states and I hope to be on line by then but this year we will have it at our beach and i need to think of where to have the reception, who will do the music and so on but i have time this year, not 5 days LOL...

Xen is the best thing that SL has for me. I have some very close friends that I love and trust but no one knows me inside and out like Xen does.

:o) I love him forever.

Nikki :o) Miss ya SISSY

This is Nikki and I, we don't see each other alot. We each have our own SL but we are still friends and GAWD I miss my sissy. She is the type of woman that can kick my ass, we can have a fight or anything else and we are still close. People don't always agree but that is the best kind of person to have close to you. She gives me the answers i dont wanna hear but is truthful and honest.

I remeber how she use to flirt with me last year when we first met about a week into SL. I never would have thought we would be this close of friends.

We might each have our own lives right now but we still mean the world to each other. Nikki is my sissy and always will be. I can't wait to get back to the states and finally talk to her.

*huggles* & kisses sissy. Miss ya *MWAH*

Music Cont...

This past week I had the pleasure to listen to some more DJs on SL. Now my Bro will always be top notch to me. He plays what ppl want and I swear I never hear the same set over and over. To top it off some of the stuff he plays is FUNNY AS HELL... so I actually compare all other DJs to him. I don't have to ask and Rykk always plays me some Inkubus Sukkubus.

I have to say Gaid loves this "Stump the DJ", I swear she is like a female Rykk (my bro) she will play things ppl want to hear. I remember the first time I listened to her. I was getting ready for my event and popped over to listen and she was gonna play me the 17 minute version of Inagaddadavida by Iron Butterfly, been ages since I heard it and I told her that i would have to leave part thru it so she played the cut version for me.

Then we have UC Black, Joanna (not really heard a whole set but that's my fault), Snap, latte, Akasha, Darien, Mik, Fury, Dru, Inked, Audio & alot more I can't remember . The music is outrageous ya they might play stuff I don't like or others don't like but I have never been disappointed in a set they have done ever. I call UCB the Cover King. OMG does he have tons of covers. I work with Snap, Akasha, Darien, Dru & Audio and i have to say the music always seems to go over the top.

Snap and Audio crack me up with some of the stuff they play. Not to mention DRU with her "YEAH TOAST" or "THE DING DONG SONG" they crack me up. Darien I am SO not even gonna mention her... the stuff she plays OMG i am sometimes at a loss for words cus i am laughing or enjoying the music so much I forget I am working LOL. Audio... well we SO won't be getting into him. He is like AWESOME almost up there with Rykk and Gaid or at least along the same lines with them. He always makes sure his playlist is inline with the event we are doing like alot of the other DJs i have mentioned.

I might not have mentioned other DJs i know but i can say most of the DJ friends I have on my Friend's List aren't repeat DJs (meaning they don't play the same shit over and over and over...) I know of few of them DJs and I so can't believe they are still working. They need to stop that shyt and actually take requests from everyone if the genre is right for the club. I mean sheesh how many times in a row can we listen to BITCHY CHICK tunes or DISTURBED in a set. Ya some are good but COME ON about an hour and half of this and only half hour of requests... ffs go figure why ppl leave your events and then will come pack when its almost time for voting or even showing up when your shift is almost over. FFS this should be a clue it isn't the host or the dancers, COULD IT BE THE DJ????? ummmmm ya it is HELLO!!!!!!!! Change your set around, add some personality to your voice, maybe even stop playing the "Kill all Men" songs. SHEESH.

Then we have the DJs that won't talk on air... OMG your a fucking DJ, you refuse to talk on air and you think you are all that. SORRY NO you still suck. When i worked for a certain club that was just recently torn down, there was a DJ there that OMG sucked horribly. She refused to talk on the air and even after the DJ manger told all DJs they had too she decided to use a computer generated voice. Either she was really a he and didn't want ppl to know this cus they liked the idea of being a she OR they were shy and just refused to talk on air. Sorry if your a DJ you best be speaking on air cus if you aren't then YOU SUCK...

Then we have the DJs that need to rip the men apart cus they just got dumped or they are in a bitchy mood and want others to be like this. I have heard and been friends with a few of them. Thank gawd I stopped listening to that crap cus it was horrid. You need to brighten up. You are only as good as your music and if you want want to be a kick ass DJ like Rykk, Gaid, Dar, Audio or the others, don't let your mood choose what you are going to play. Think about the event, get some songs for the event and may, just maybe you might get some fans in. The thing with this tho you will always have to do it. That is why the places are packed when these DJs play they play what ppl want to hear not what they want to hear.

OK off soap box. It just pisses me off ppl bitch about thier clubs not doing well, not understanding why people don't wanna come during certain shifts an then they raise the prize money to get people there and the DJ won't take their requests. I would say step back, look at the DJs from another point of view and see what is happening. Ya you are paying money for your club and real money at that. Maybe you should look at the people that are DJing during the shifts that you are having problems with. FFS.